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Guys please unwatch this account I have moved so please watch my new one QwQ
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why hello um wow I haven't spoken about my feelings in a long while well here it goes.....I'm not happy.....I'm really not.....I'm depressed....I'm tired....and I'm not going to blame the people who caused it because some played little parts but 3 were the main cause....I'm not going to name any names because two of them still use g+ and I really don't want to start drama....I'm just....I can't do this fake shit anymore....I hate it.....these people made me feel like I was never good enough.....they made me feel like a backup....a petty piece of shit.....selfish......I.....thought they were my friends but.....they pretty much made me this way....one of them...well...She didn't care or help no matter what shit I was going through....But still expected me to get her through her bullshit...they never cared bout me I'm just their fucking backup in case no one else wanted their asses...they haven't done anything but bring me depression and suffering...hehe it's funny really....All one of the girls did when I left was laugh she always insulted me and blamed it on her anger issues...And all the guy did was leave me for shit that wasn't my fault....talked down to me....and kept leaving me alone to hang with others....then make bullshit promises that he'll come back......I went into deep depression through the year....i was the one taking the hate from a lot of people....I seemed so happy yet inside I'm just depressed and sad....and I try so hard to seem happy because they made me seem selfish for my emotions....i stopped eating....sleeping.....I even stopped being myself so all the hate would stop....hell I can't even think of a reason to get out of bed.....i just want it all to stop....the voices....the bullying....everything....I attempted suicide multiple times....I'm just so tired of crying  tired of yelling tired of being sad tired of pretending tired of being alone tired of being angry tired of needing help tired of remembering tired of missing things tired of being different tired of feeling worthless tired of feeling empty inside tired of wishing I could start over tired of wishing of a life I'll never have Worst of all....I'm tired of being fucking tired......I'm just gonna drop this fake happiness act.....because.....I can't.....I can't do this anymore
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I'M GONNA STAY

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I decided to stay thanks to some dear friends who helped me out a lot
Even though I was hurt by a dear friend who I loved who just talked shit about me to my brother I'm gonna be fine
I love you guys
I can't leave
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goodbye

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I'm done.....My boyfriend left me.....my friends are gone...I have to go
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Ella was a friend to me and my friend Emma now Ella had a few OC X Cannon ships one was with her oc Marica and I think Matt from eddsworld....now a lot of people gave her shit harassing her, people physically hurt her IRL people online called her phone and talked shit.....this is the day...she committed suicide....not only that Emma made my oc a few oc x cannon ships along with her's but....we were always scared to put them out because we might end up like Ella...
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